My Crappy Mood

A few people have asked about my comment regarding the mood i was in today so i decided to write about it. I woke up mad. Why you say would i wake up mad? I dont usually drink on weekdays or sunday nights , i usually save it for friday and saturday nights. I take a few prescribed pain medicines , a couple of them opiate based ,as needed and prescribed valium and carisoprodol which is also known as soma.
I take these meds for injuries suffered that have never properly healed. As a 14 year old i broke 3 fingers and 2 smaller bones in my right hand in a gold gloves boxing match and the index finger didnt heal right and since that time i have broken it 11 times. in 2000 i was the victim of a crush injury to my left foot which also involved my knee and included nerve damage and bones broken in my foot in 16 places. I have a torn abdominal muscle that i have been putting off surgery on because i had it repaired 2 years ago and the surgeon apparently didnt do the job right. Add to that injuries suffered as a bouncer (beer mug to the side of the head) which damaged my ear along with a dislocated shoulder from a keg party fight at age 18 and a fractured collarbone from a car wreck along with a severe case of carpal tunnel syndrome to top it all off.
i try to not take my meds for the uses intended, being somewhat of a druggy i save them for recreational uses when possible . I didnt take anything but ibuprofen and tramadol sunday so i had a bad nights rest and therefore woke up in a kill the world mood. Luckily my daughter can brighten my day just by walking in the door and concerned friends thru email and yahoo helped too so thanks yall cya later on!